Funny, but I feel like I'm fallin'
Feb. 26th, 2010 01:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yuuagoI spent most of today running around trying to find the red olympic mittens for someone on my FList. I hit two different Zellers, but they didn't have them; tomorrow I'm going to try the third one, and if they don't have 'em, I give up. GEEZE, SASKATOON, WHY SO FAIL. They had a ton of them back in Fort Mac, sigh. Frustrating!
After hitting the second Zellers, I decided to walk home, because waiting for the bus would take a while. Unfortunately, I kind of forgot just how long it takes me to walk home from that location, 'cause I hadn't done it since the summer. Over a freakin' hour, man! And I was speedwalking it! Well, at least it was gorgeous out today. Not too chilly at all, only around -9 I think. Still, that walk took a lot out of me, and by the time I got home I was bloody exhausted. It felt good, though. I think I much prefer making that walk in winter - in summer, it's just way too much. I don't do well in heat.
While I was out running around I had a passing thought about how easy it would be to disappear into this city, have it swallow me up. Kind of frightening, that. It made me reconsider some things. For a while, I'd been thinking of maybe, in about five years or so, moving back to Nova Scotia. Well, no matter if I do or don't, I won't be moving anywhere until I'm mentally healthy again. If Saskatoon could absorb me, gods know what Halifax could do, and if I'm unwell, I need to be somewhere close enough that family can reach me in a day. I don't have relatives in Nova Scotia any more, so... yeah. It's frustrating, but I guess it's the best way to go about things. Keep taking it one day at a time, then just see what happens.
Was flipping through my files this evening and came across plans for a Swe/Nor FST that I never finished. I've been in the mood for that pairing for 'bout a month now, so I might as well try to finish it. It's hard though. I keep realizing, man, my current music taste is so limited. Need to broaden it or something. And recently I haven't been listening to stuff that's in English, which makes it harder. If I'm going to use something from another language, it needs to really, really fit (and would preferably be in a suiting language, too...). Oh, well. I'll think of something. Mostly just need two more, I think, and then to do the story/tracklist writeup.
Everything else aside, today was a really good day for hockey. Gold for Canada, yesssss. And Finland beat Sweden, which made me really happy (and man, that game was pretty epic, I'd say). Looks like the women's teams totally made up for the men's teams losing earlier in the week.
After hitting the second Zellers, I decided to walk home, because waiting for the bus would take a while. Unfortunately, I kind of forgot just how long it takes me to walk home from that location, 'cause I hadn't done it since the summer. Over a freakin' hour, man! And I was speedwalking it! Well, at least it was gorgeous out today. Not too chilly at all, only around -9 I think. Still, that walk took a lot out of me, and by the time I got home I was bloody exhausted. It felt good, though. I think I much prefer making that walk in winter - in summer, it's just way too much. I don't do well in heat.
While I was out running around I had a passing thought about how easy it would be to disappear into this city, have it swallow me up. Kind of frightening, that. It made me reconsider some things. For a while, I'd been thinking of maybe, in about five years or so, moving back to Nova Scotia. Well, no matter if I do or don't, I won't be moving anywhere until I'm mentally healthy again. If Saskatoon could absorb me, gods know what Halifax could do, and if I'm unwell, I need to be somewhere close enough that family can reach me in a day. I don't have relatives in Nova Scotia any more, so... yeah. It's frustrating, but I guess it's the best way to go about things. Keep taking it one day at a time, then just see what happens.
Was flipping through my files this evening and came across plans for a Swe/Nor FST that I never finished. I've been in the mood for that pairing for 'bout a month now, so I might as well try to finish it. It's hard though. I keep realizing, man, my current music taste is so limited. Need to broaden it or something. And recently I haven't been listening to stuff that's in English, which makes it harder. If I'm going to use something from another language, it needs to really, really fit (and would preferably be in a suiting language, too...). Oh, well. I'll think of something. Mostly just need two more, I think, and then to do the story/tracklist writeup.
Everything else aside, today was a really good day for hockey. Gold for Canada, yesssss. And Finland beat Sweden, which made me really happy (and man, that game was pretty epic, I'd say). Looks like the women's teams totally made up for the men's teams losing earlier in the week.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
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Date: 2010-02-26 08:37 am (UTC)fuck yeah hockey!!!!!!!
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Date: 2010-02-26 08:38 am (UTC)Where the hell do you get this stuff.
Also
I think you need sleep as much as I do.
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Date: 2010-02-26 08:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-26 08:39 am (UTC)A macro for every moment.
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Date: 2010-02-26 08:38 am (UTC)i hope your mental wellness comes along as easy as possible to you, bro
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Date: 2010-02-26 08:39 am (UTC)Some days are better than others. And then sometimes it's just like. щ(◉Д◉щ) I don't even know, man.
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Date: 2010-02-26 09:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-02-26 06:30 pm (UTC)I am displeased. And/or disappoint. SIGH.
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Date: 2010-02-27 04:32 am (UTC)hope you feel better soon, man ♥ who knows, maybe you can count on a change of scenery to do the trick?
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Date: 2010-02-27 04:33 am (UTC)Thanks man. Maybe I just need to get out of this city. (Or... out of the country, ohoho. ahhhhhhlasdkfj)
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Date: 2010-02-27 04:49 am (UTC)and as far as that second bit is concerned: YOUR TIME WILL COME. SOON.from what i know, at least
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Date: 2010-02-27 04:55 am (UTC)... And it will be soon. Ahhhh. Just thinking about it is like... oh. My. Gods.
And since you're here: OH MY GOD WE WON AHHHHHHHHH
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:02 am (UTC)I KNOW I KNOW AHHHHHH ヽ(◔ヮ◔ )ﾉ
but alas all is not well
I'M GOING TO BE MISSING THE GOLD MEDAL GAME ON SUNDAY
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:02 am (UTC)WHAT
FUCK
THAT SUCKS
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:06 am (UTC)WOULD IT BE DOUCHE-Y IF I DIDN'T WANT TO GO CAUSE OF THE GOLD MEDAL GAME
i no longer have the will to live
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:07 am (UTC)I MEAN THIS SORT OF THING ONLY HAPPENS EVERY FOUR YEARS YOU KNOW? YOU CAN GO SKIING ANY TIME, I MEAN YOU LIVE RIGHT BY THE FUCKING MOUNTAINS IT'S NOT LIK EYOU HAVE TO DRIVE TWELVE HOURS TO GET TO THEM LIKE WE DID BACK IN THE DAY
BUT
I DON'T KNOW
UHHHHH
srsly bro that kind of sucks
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:12 am (UTC)we can go skiing next week right? ;_;
I will bring it up with my father
he will understand . . . I hope
and my sister will probably fight for her life for it because she's hockey obsessed
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Date: 2010-02-27 05:14 am (UTC)asdlkfj yues