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Having one of those days where I feel like running off to live in a cabin in the woods. Or like, digging a burrow and never coming out.

Me, thinking about writing while working out: Haha, what if I wrote something super artsy and pretentious just to take the piss.

Me, still thinking about writing while showering off: But what if you did it earnestly, though? What if.

To be fair, the last few times I did something artsy and pretentious and earnest I was very pleased with the results.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Apparently one of my fics was recced in a comment on Pinterest. Not sure which post specifically, mind you.

I wasn't aware that place even had a comment section.

That feeling when you wake up from a dream in which you embarrassed yourself horribly.

Good thing it was just a dream, eh.

That Feeling when you don't realize that the soy sauce and the balsamic vinegar bottle look almost exactly the same, and your rice ends up with a flavour you never would have anticipated.

It was actually pretty decent, but uh, I did spend a moment there wondering if something had somehow gone Off.

(Looks like I should go to bed early, eh?)

Thanks to tumblr*, I have been introduced to the term "fleshmeat". I wish I had not. It has a terrible mouthfeel.

Mind you, the term "mouthfeel" also doesn't have a great mouthfeel, either.

Man, I really need to watch more stuff with Wang Kai in it. I watched Railroad Tigers tonight, which was a so-so movie but had lots of the kind of things I enjoy, so I'm kind of more inclined to like it than I otherwise would be. And he was in it, playing a badass sharpshooter who reluctantly joins a group of kinda' failtastic saboteurs, and... yeah, I was riveted whenever he was onscreen. Dude's magnetic. And incredibly hot. Holy shit.

He just has this incredibly gorgeous face and these most intense eyes and I just. ???? I can't handle it, man.

I suppose I could just rewatch NiF - I mean, considering he's part of the main cast, I'd get to drink my fill. Then again, I would say he looks hotter without the historical wigs. ...On the third hand, in NiF he wears armour sometimes, and oh my god is he ever sexy in armour. Plus I do enjoy Xiao Jingyan a lot as a character, so that helps. idk.

Guess I'll check what the library has, and then revisit NiF if I can't find some other way to satisfy this thirst. (Or make a note to do so and then forget, which is more likely, but. Anyway.)

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Oh, or maybe I should watch Disguiser! I've heard he's good in that! (Most likely I will not because picking up a new series is... not something I have patience for right now. But.)

I feel like I've had both a productive and procrastination-filled morning. Ugh.

I really don't feel like studying today. :/

Sometimes I come across people wanking on the internet about the stupidest shit imaginable. And I sit there and I'm like:

You know what, I actually have it pretty together. I've got some stuff I'm dealing with, and sometimes I'm kind of a basket case, but I have something resembling a life and overall I'm pretty well-adjusted, all things and comparisons considered.

So, thank you, random wankers on the internet, for giving me a bit of clarity.

I've been up for less than an hour and I really wish I could go back to bed.