Keep on shining at the speed of love
Oct. 14th, 2009 10:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
PSA: If you want a Christmas card from me and have not yet given me your address, leave me a note at this entry. Likewise, my own address is in a flocked entry here. There are some of you that I will be chasing down if you do not give it to me, don't think that I won't! (Mostly people who have sent me things in the past, whose return-addresses were illegible)
I started out writing a big long entry, but I ended up deleting most of it. Sigh. To put a long story short, yesterday was not good, and today was not better. I strongly suspect that I had a case of food poisoning. Luckily things are straightening out, but let me tell you, I was not very good today, neither physically nor mentally. I stayed home from class again. Missed quite a few class-related things this week. Not good, not good at all, but I guess I'll just have to do what I can.
Between that, school-related stress, and the fact that my mum kept harassing me over the phone about my medication and such this evening, I am not a happy camper, to put it mildly. Yes, I'm doing fine, no, I won't want to go to therapy, no, it's NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS goddamn. Ugh. I just -- I don't even know. I'm just so full of SULK and RAGE today, I guess. I do hope tomorrow will be better. I really, really don't want to start whangsting all over the place again, because that would be bad.
Anyway. I got my winter coat back from the drycleaner's place, so now I won't be cold. It's getting very chilly out, and my Classics sweater just isn't warm enough. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do about my coat during school days and stuff, but I guess I'll live. Thankfully I won't need to get my winter boots out for a while yet, though I have encountered some areas that are a little bit icy. For the most part my hiking shoes can handle it. And I've been working on my winter scarf, and got quite a good amount done over Thanksgiving. If I keep with it, then maybe by Solstice I'll be finished.
I tried to write this evening, but was unsuccessful. Frustrating. It's one of those short things where it's all about the imagery, and there isn't much actually happening. I love the image, but it just isn't working out. Frustrating, as this is for someone else, but argh, I don't know. Right now I can't decide whether to keep going and try to finish, then do a complete overhaul when I type it up, or re-start all over again from scratch. Maybe I'll try both, I don't know.
On a positive note: Noonish wrote an adorable Den/Nor fic and I think everyone should read it. :V Yes. Little Red Hearts. SO CUTE AHHH.
OH. ALSO. LJ says that it's
radittz's birthday on the 15th. It's already the 15th over where she is, so. HAPPYBIRTHDAY RADITTZ, you wonderful dear, you!
I started out writing a big long entry, but I ended up deleting most of it. Sigh. To put a long story short, yesterday was not good, and today was not better. I strongly suspect that I had a case of food poisoning. Luckily things are straightening out, but let me tell you, I was not very good today, neither physically nor mentally. I stayed home from class again. Missed quite a few class-related things this week. Not good, not good at all, but I guess I'll just have to do what I can.
Between that, school-related stress, and the fact that my mum kept harassing me over the phone about my medication and such this evening, I am not a happy camper, to put it mildly. Yes, I'm doing fine, no, I won't want to go to therapy, no, it's NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS goddamn. Ugh. I just -- I don't even know. I'm just so full of SULK and RAGE today, I guess. I do hope tomorrow will be better. I really, really don't want to start whangsting all over the place again, because that would be bad.
Anyway. I got my winter coat back from the drycleaner's place, so now I won't be cold. It's getting very chilly out, and my Classics sweater just isn't warm enough. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do about my coat during school days and stuff, but I guess I'll live. Thankfully I won't need to get my winter boots out for a while yet, though I have encountered some areas that are a little bit icy. For the most part my hiking shoes can handle it. And I've been working on my winter scarf, and got quite a good amount done over Thanksgiving. If I keep with it, then maybe by Solstice I'll be finished.
I tried to write this evening, but was unsuccessful. Frustrating. It's one of those short things where it's all about the imagery, and there isn't much actually happening. I love the image, but it just isn't working out. Frustrating, as this is for someone else, but argh, I don't know. Right now I can't decide whether to keep going and try to finish, then do a complete overhaul when I type it up, or re-start all over again from scratch. Maybe I'll try both, I don't know.
On a positive note: Noonish wrote an adorable Den/Nor fic and I think everyone should read it. :V Yes. Little Red Hearts. SO CUTE AHHH.
OH. ALSO. LJ says that it's
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Date: 2009-10-15 02:38 pm (UTC)*hug* <3
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Date: 2009-10-15 06:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-15 05:03 pm (UTC)/squeezes
I really hope things will be getting better for you ♥♥
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Date: 2009-10-15 06:23 pm (UTC)I feel better today, so we'll see!
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Date: 2009-10-15 05:33 pm (UTC)WAIT
On a positive note: Noonish wrote an adorable Den/Nor fic and I think everyone should read it. :V Yes. Little Red Hearts. SO CUTE AHHH.
/smacks
o, you people.
anyway
ANYWAY
don't fall on the ice
that would be terrible
~( ' < ' )~
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Date: 2009-10-15 06:24 pm (UTC)*beats*
Shut up, bro. I really liked it. :|
Anyway. I've no plans to fall on the ice. Though I'm tempted to buy some shoe-chains to ensure I won't, as I walked home today and the sidewalks were very slippery.
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Date: 2009-10-15 09:31 pm (UTC)I FEEL ALIIIIIIVE