Would you shatter? Would you?

Going for long walks on cold autumn nights is so nice. It's something about the chill in the air and the movement, I think. And being the only one out there. Something like that.

It's hard to find time to concentrate on anything. Hard to read, hard to study. Studying also made difficult by lack of motivation... part of the problem with French is that I don't actually like it much as a language. It's neither audibly nor visually pleasing to me. I'm going to stick with it, just need to find time and peace and quiet and maybe a different way to study... I'm going to try making flashcards tomorrow, maybe that'll help, at least with remembering things.

Everything seems so slow and still, because nothing has changed. Still haven't been doing anything. Still don't have a job. I haven't gotten a single call back, and it's very upsetting.

Other things are upsetting, too. But I don't think I want to say much about that.

So tired. Not much else to say, anyway. Here, have some pretty music by a Canadian band. confictionary linked it to me, saying the song reminded her of Sweden/Finland. Well, perhaps, but now it makes me think of her, too.