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[yuuago]

I was supposed to spend some time cleaning the dojo this weekend, but VP was so disorganized that we didn't accomplish anything at all. She was late, didn't have a to-do list, didn't have the materials for the things she wanted us to do. We ended up pissing around with a time-consuming repair task that we don't actually have the knowledge or material to do properly - sewing the holes in the crash mats - so the work we did do will probably come apart as soon as it gets used. She seemed to think I would be willing to stay all day, but I bowed out at 11 AM, saying I had stuff to do. I got up at 6:30 for that?

It feels kind of silly to still be annoyed about it a couple days later, but it ate up a lot of my precious free time in order to accomplish absolutely jack shit, and now here I am on Monday morning wishing I didn't have to go to work because I lost out on part of my weekend. I really, really hate it when people waste my time.

On the upside, I do think I managed to get it through to her in our discussion that I am not that dedicated and that judo is not my life. I have other hobbies. I'm trying to cut back and do less. If she wants capital C level of Commitment in terms of volunteering for the club, she will have to look to the competitors and their parents, because I am not going to do that.