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Feel like garbage for no goddamn reason.

Came home from work and suddenly everything took a nosedive. My self esteem is really low. Why? Who knows!

And it's like... the feelings, I have a general idea of how these things relate to each other and why I feel the way I do about the issues that are bugging me. What I don't understand is why this particular thing is bugging me so much at this exact moment to the extent that it's making me feel so horrible.

Hangry? No, that's covered.

Thirsty? No, but I went and got a glass of water anyway. With lemon in it. Because I deserve a treat.

Sleepy? I don't think so; I slept well last night, and work wasn't very bothersome today. But maybe I should go read in bed for a while.

Ugh, brains and bodies and brain chemicals are STUPID.