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[yuuago]

For the past week, nothing much has been going on, and so I have had little to write about. When I was living in Saskatoon, one day was pretty much the same as the other, and yet I felt I still had a lot of things to write about. Maybe it's a side-effect of this place. I don't have any time to think or to do the things I care about, so in turn I have -- nothing. Well, nothing much.

Originally we had planned to go down to Stoon earlier, but plans changed. The current plan is that we will be going down to get my stuff next week, over the weekend. So we'll get it, and bring it back here, and then somehow I will have to find a way to fit all of my personal belongings into my room. That'll be, er, challenging.

So many things are frustrating right now, and I'm not sure I want to talk about it. Mostly it's just the whole living with parents thing. Ugh, I want to get out of here. I do love my parents, really, but I've come to realise that my mother is the kind of person that I would not want to associate with if I was not related to her. In many ways, she is not... not a good person. Being around her is almost toxic sometimes.

In other (and far better) news, I made blueberry cinnamon crumble muffins today and they were extremely delicious.







The recipe is here if anyone wants it. I doubled it, and the result was twelve.

I have been trying to keep up with my indexing but I've been slacking a bit. Been trying to keep up with writing fanfiction, too, and though I have been able to get my daily drabbles done, I haven't really had any drive to do anything substantial in a very long time now. But when I am able to sit down and write properly (and gods know when that will be) I will do it. I look forward to it.

Comments

[chikotori.livejournal.com]

/steals a muffin

Most of the stuff I've accumulated over the past three years are still sitting in my huge luggage bag because there's just no space for them. And it kinda feels weird because this year I'm actually staying in one place instead of having my stuff scattered over two places and it just... feels strange.

[yuuago]

/shares gladly!

This is probably how it will end up - most of my stuff will probably be kept in boxes until I move out again. There just isn't enough space!

Strange feeling, ahhhh. Well, maybe the strange will go away eventually? I hope. o3o <3

Sob, I miss you. I don't catch you so much nowadays.

[chikotori.livejournal.com]

Well, at least keeping your stuff in boxes means you don't have to unpack and repack them later :D

I will probably be hit by a wave of emo in October when school usually starts but I guess once I start working it should be fine.

aha, but you don't know if I talk to you anonymously on the meme right? ≖‿≖

[yuuago]

you don't know if I talk to you anonymously on the meme right? ≖‿≖

St-st-stalkerface D:

But ffff you do have a point. Oh, my.

[chinomi.livejournal.com]

My dad would be all over those muffins, my god.

I really hope your living situation lightens up. Even if it's just a little bit to make the whole place a little more bearable.

[yuuago]

They are super good. My parents have been devouring them and now they're almost all gone orz

UGH I hope so too. It's just -- well, you know how it is. Sigh.
It is definitely solidifying my decision to be out of here in a year :|

[truffle.livejournal.com]

Those look amazing, oh my gosh...

I hope sorting your room goes well...

[yuuago]

They are! And they're super easy to make, too!

I think it will go fine when it gets all sorted out - right now it just seems so frustrating because I'm stuck between two cities orz

[scrii.livejournal.com]

muffinnssss they look so good *-* blueberry anything and cinnamon anything are amazing so these look perfect ahh maybe i'll make them some time!
..when, y'know, we actually have blueberries

but good luck with moving o/ at least there's the satisfaction of fitting-everything-in to look forward to? and i'm sorry to hear about the home situation, i really hope you get your driver's license soon so you can go to the library/somewhere else and regain your time/muse/space.

[yuuago]

They're super fabulous <3 I kind of want to try them with something else, too, perhaps cranberry or something. Or at least I'll try putting the crumble on something else. It was my first time doing something quite like that, and I love it, so ahhh yes.

Anyway. Yeah, actually, that is satisfying, fitting everything in, getting everything neat. But the getting-there part is a pain.
And thank you. o7 I'm trying extra-hard with the driving and trying to get out doing it every day so that I'll be able to get the license soon. I want to be able to take the big test before the snow falls, so I need to be ready by the end of October, argh.

[zero-rechter.livejournal.com]

YOU INCLUDED THE RECIPE!!!

I love you!! <3<3<3<3

[yuuago]

YES I DID because I hate when people don't

AND I LOVE YOU TOO

[zero-rechter.livejournal.com]

I should post some of my recipes. My pineapple + coconut muffins are delicious! I am SO cooking your muffins tonight, by the way. Blueberry cinnamon muffins sounds like something I gotta add to my cook book!

I THINK MY INBOX SHIPS US (http://i293.photobucket.com/albums/mm79/zero_rechter/gay-2.jpg) by the way D:

Also. I wouldn't be close to my psycho family if they were not related to me, either. Know the feeling. I hope you can feel a little more comfortable in your situation soon <3 hang in!

[yuuago]

Pineapple + coconut? omg. That sounds good. Though I would have to wait until I move out to make it, because my parents wouldn't eat it... :Va but anyway. I hope you'll like them! They're rather sweet <3

Also your inbox is fabulous and I think I approve of its shipping us.
Sob, I'm glad you understand. Thank you <3

[zero-rechter.livejournal.com]

They are already in the oven! I kinda FORGOT TO ADD THE SUGAR THOUGH but I remembered pretty soon (when I was cleaning up) so I had to take them out and aaaah D: I hope they turn out well.

They are pretty tasty (http://i293.photobucket.com/albums/mm79/zero_rechter/IMGP1197-2.jpg) and they smell like heaven. Like heaven I tell you. You gotta be careful with the pineapple though, it's very liquid. You gotta dry it first in the oven, otherwise they will go down and be kind of melty on the inside.

Not liking muffins? How could that be? D:

The shipping of us is kind of random but it could work out. Like, hey babe, I've got some muffins in the oven, if you know what I mean *wink wink nudge nudge*

Well, 's okay. Right now I'm at my mom's place. If it's a day or two it's okay, but after a week I would go crazy. I think it's worse once you have lived by yourself, right? Because jesus, I lived with this woman for 18 years of my life!

[yuuago]

D: You'll have to let me know if it turns out okay. The sugar crumble is the best part, pffft

Omg, those look delicious. I think I could manage with the pineapple. The thing is, my parents wouldn't eat them because they don't like pineapple and coconut, so orz SIGH

I think the shipping us would totally work out. We were made for each other!
(ﾉ◉ヮ◉)ﾉ :｡･:*:･ﾟ'✿,｡･:*:❀･ﾟ'❁

Yeah, living by myself has made it worse. It's one thing to put up with bullshit when you don't really know that there is another option, but it's an another thing entirely when you're used to not having to deal with that every day :c

[zero-rechter.livejournal.com]

Phew, they came out pretty well <3 thanks for the recipe! C:

But pineapple x coconut it's like, culinary otp. Wat.

[harosketch.livejournal.com]

Parents can be really difficult can't they :( *hug* I hope you'll cope!

Your muffins look lovely~ ♥

[yuuago]

Parents. What can one do. D:
Thanks dear <3 I'm trying! It's just, er, difficult.

[harosketch.livejournal.com]

I completely understand ;;
*hug*

[kainoliero.livejournal.com]

Interesting choice of song. Anyone ever translated you the lyrics?

I know what you're talking about with the parents -thing. I love mine too, and as parents they've done a great job. However, if I were not their daughter I would be exactly the type of person they wouldn't like very much and vice versa. No one in our family is a bad person or anything, and no one's ever done anything badly wrong, so it feels sort of useless to brood on it. As long as I live elsewhere we get along really well.

[yuuago]

Mm, no -- I did run it through a translator once, because it's my favourite by them, but the result was half-gibberish so I really only have a vague idea of what it's saying.

As long as I live elsewhere we get along really well.

Yes! It's this, exactly this. But for now, urgh, we just have to live together. But I don't know if I can put up with a whole year of this.

[felonytexas.livejournal.com]

....SO JEALOUS. Blueberry muffins are my weakness. I love them. Everyday. ANy time. I liiiiveee for the blueberry muffin.

[yuuago]

If you ever come up around these parts, I'll make a ton of them special for you.