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[yuuago]

Schoolwork is driving me nuts. I've been flailing more than usual. Not thrilled about that. And all this writing is making my wrist hurt something awful, again. I think after this batch is done I'll have to take a rest from writing for a few days. Completely. No working on fic, nothing.

May 1st. Fuck, it's May already. Well, that just means I need to step things up. And I will, mostly, except for some brief celebration, on account of it being the First. I have some booze waiting in the fridge. Seems awful lonely to have a spring celebration without someone for company, though.

... Well, if the Canucks win against the Blackhawks tomorrow, then at least I'll have that, and I'll be able to celebrate with Ari. <3 We watched the Canadiens vs Penguins game together today... and now I owe her a drink. :| Brings the current talley to: yuuago: 2, anasyrma: 1. BUT WE AREN'T EVEN YET. Hah.

It rained all day today. Again. I stepped out for a little bit to pick up some groceries. The rain was a pain, but the air smelled so nice. I wish I could have the smell without the damp, though.

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[yuuago]

IF YOU EVER FIGURE IT OUT LET ME KNOW -- I can't multitask either.

I take everything literally because I am a ditz. Now you know.

I can be the Norway to your Sweden. We can sit there and :| at each other forever.

MY SLEEPING PATTERNS AREN'T THAT FUCKED. ... I usually get up at 10:30... maybe... it wouldn't be so bad if my roleplay partners didn't keep me awake. orz Fucking PST-ers.
sobbbbbbb

goddamn what the fuck is wrong with me I'm too tired to even type properly [/rolls]

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Pfft, I kind of already knew, but I will keep that in mind just the same.

Hell yeah, awkward silences that aren't actually awkward. /o/ Also, that reminds me, I hate you for kind of making me ship it. How dare you.

Well neither are mine, so shut it! 8D /PSTs it up with that rest of them... in EST
And it's your fault for agreeing to play. Not that I mind. /eyes.gif

I'd tell you to go to bed, but you wouldn't anyway. :|

[yuuago]

YEAH WELL. I once again prove myself to be -- well. Yeah. orz with how often that happens, I don't think you'll ever forget: Yuu has rocks for brains.

How dare I, indeed ≖‿≖ Ohohoho -- but really, it just... works, I say. Though of course I also think they make great friends. Bein' all quietly bromance-y and taking the occasional potshots at Denmark, fff.

Sob. Well. I GUESS IT'S MY.... FAULT... but I can't help it, they're just so damn persuasive, and then suddenly I realize it's 2:30 AM or whatever and... yeah. *facedesks*

I ain't going to bed, it's freakin' 9 o'clock. Wayyy too early. :|

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

That's funny, I always thought you were pretty smart. If you have rocks for brains, then I must have a pebble.

Yeah, really. It conflicts with my SuFin shipping. /sob Buuut, you're right, they do make a good pair, just friends or otherwise. Then again, I'm starting to ship the Nordics every which way with just a few exceptions anyway. /SIGHHH Gay nations, what can you do?

Yes. So persuasive, I can see it now. "Hey, Yuu, want to play?" "OKAY! 8D" :| But whatever, I like to watch, so I'm sure as hell not going to tell you to stop.

So you're staying up just for the sake of staying up? See, you do this to yourself. I think normal people go to bed around 9, Yuu.

[yuuago]

I don't know, man. It's like... every year that goes by, I feel less and less smart. I'm not sure if it's because when I was a teenager I thought I knew everything (and now I know better), or if it's because when I was an undergrad I thought I knew something (and now I feel I know nothing). щ(◉Д◉щ)

Pff SweNor conflicts with your SweFin shipping, and SweFin conflicts with my EstFin shipping...
... but it just works. And who knows what Sweden and Norway might have gotten up to during the Union anyway. ≖‿≖
But yesss for shipping every which way... I dunno', I kind of subscribe to the "two headcanons" thing. In one, everyone is or has been involved with (almost) everyone else. In the other... not so much.

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... It's more like "Guys I really need to go to bed soon." "BUT YUU" and then... yeah. *facedesk* These freaking dead-hour Nordics, man.

I'M STAYING UP BECAUSE.... fuckin' hell, only old people and kids go to bed at 9 PM, man. Seriously. I'M NOT THAT OLD... yet. Even though I feel old. Ughhh going to be 24 in a couple months, what the hell, I don't even.

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Maybe you're not learning as much as you were when you were an undergrad so you feel like you're getting less smart, or you aren't using a lot of what you did learn so you're just forgetting it? (But if you aren't using it anyway, it couldn't be that useful to begin with...) Oh hell, I don't even know what I'm trying to say here. I think you ought to give yourself a bit more credit?

Whatever, I'll just ship everything. It'll give me more stuff to read. Pffft, oh yes. I know exactly what they were up to. Never-ending 'who can go the longest without speaking' contest. Duh. Among other things.
Oho, two headcanons, I like this idea. I might steal that from you.

Aha, I see. They aren't persuasive, you just can't say no. ≖‿≖ Whatever, it's not like I haven't done the same thing.

Even so! I'm pretty sure when you're tired that means your body's telling you to get some rest, man. But I'm not your mother, so whatever, stay up as late as you want. That's what I do.

[yuuago]

Hmm, maybe. Or maybe it's like... eh, I've had to "un-learn" what I thought I knew so many times that now, I'm just like, screw it, I don't know anything.
... But I guess I know more than some people.

Steal it from me, as I stole it from someone else, who stole it from -- etc.

I CAN'T SAY NO. Well, partly like... I don't really want to say no. щ(◉Д◉щ) Oh well, I'll live.

I'LL GO TO BED BY MIDNIGHT MOM, I PROMISE

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

'Course you know more than some people. You know when you want to smack people with a history book? That's why. And most people can't read Middle English either. You're smart, just in specific areas is all. Like how all I know is languages. ;p

Speaking of midnight, it's way past here and I'm not getting anywhere with this essay, so I'm going to bed. And I ain't your mother. B|