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[yuuago]

Schoolwork is driving me nuts. I've been flailing more than usual. Not thrilled about that. And all this writing is making my wrist hurt something awful, again. I think after this batch is done I'll have to take a rest from writing for a few days. Completely. No working on fic, nothing.

May 1st. Fuck, it's May already. Well, that just means I need to step things up. And I will, mostly, except for some brief celebration, on account of it being the First. I have some booze waiting in the fridge. Seems awful lonely to have a spring celebration without someone for company, though.

... Well, if the Canucks win against the Blackhawks tomorrow, then at least I'll have that, and I'll be able to celebrate with Ari. <3 We watched the Canadiens vs Penguins game together today... and now I owe her a drink. :| Brings the current talley to: yuuago: 2, anasyrma: 1. BUT WE AREN'T EVEN YET. Hah.

It rained all day today. Again. I stepped out for a little bit to pick up some groceries. The rain was a pain, but the air smelled so nice. I wish I could have the smell without the damp, though.

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[kittencuffs.livejournal.com]

I've kicked off the Pagan Day of Sexxx by having a fight with my ex. :D

[yuuago]

Sounds like a blast. :/ Ffffff

I wish I could do the whole "bonfire and gettin' smashed" thing, but oh, well.

[kittencuffs.livejournal.com]

Come down here. We'll light a bonfire of our own. I don't drink, but we can get drunk off chocolate or something.

[yuuago]

SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN. 'cept I haven't learned how to teleport yet, oops.
But when I do. That could be ace. :V

[kittencuffs.livejournal.com]

Sure could. I'm making white chili tomorrow, too. It would be awesome.

[kainoliero.livejournal.com]

I'm in an almost identical situation here, minus the health trouble. But no one's coming to have a picnic with me... everyone's too hungover! And besides that it's rainy outside, not actually an ideal weather for picnics but I would hazard a guess Kaivari park is already full of people anyway.

Now I have to drink my sparkly alone bwaaaaaaahhhhh...

[yuuago]

We can be together in our loneliness. <3 Figuratively speaking.

Sigh~

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Hang in there, Yuu.

It seems everyone's lonely and stressed 'cause of schoolwork lately. At least you aren't alone in that? It's the same here. Playing with fireworks was fun, but it would've been so much better with someone to enjoy it with. /sigh

Nothing we can do about it though, so just try to enjoy Beltane. It'd be a shame to have to put that booze on hold 'cause you were feeling down.

[yuuago]

WORKIN' ON IT. Hanging in, that is.

Sigh, this is true. It's That Time Of Year. So at least I'm not alone. *facedesk*
HEY BRO HEY BRO. Maybe someday. Like, some day far away. We'll be able to get together or something. And we can like. Set off firecrackers and gods know what else. Yeahhhh.

Oh believe me, I'll be doing my best to enjoy it, booze or not. <3 But thanks.

...
You better have gone to bed after making this comment. :|

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Bah... so late, damn life.

Right. Not alone, so no point in feeling lonely. So no facedesking.
adfk;d Oh god, that would be so awkward, ngl. But perhaps. Maybe. We could go bar hopping or something. Booze and fireworks, what could possibly go wrong?

And 'course I went to bed. Some of us go to sleep at a decent hour, Yuu. :| (And 3 am on a weekend is totally decent, I'll have you know.)

[yuuago]

LIFE GETS IN THE WAY OF HAVING A LIFE

I can facedesk all I want thank you very much :|
Awkward? Hmm maybe, but maybe not. But YEAHHH BOOZE AND FIREWORKS. Almost as good as booze and a bonfire. 8D 8D 8D

Since when is 3 AM on a weekend decent?! And for your big fat information I went to bed way before that so nyah.

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

I KNOW RIGHT. FUCK LIFE.

Why d'you gotta be such a pain in the ass? I'm trying to be comforting here! B|
Yes, awkward. That's usually what happens when very awkward people meet up, yes. I DUNNO IF WE COULD GET AWAY WITH A BONFIRE THOUGH. Fireworks and being drunk, maybe. Giant fire... not so much. Not that that wouldn't be awesome. God knows I was itching to make one last night. :Db

Since... since I said so! :| Hey, it's not like I have to be up early, so it's fine. You only went to bed earlier 'cause of timezones, you hoser. Technically, I was still in bed first, so there.

[yuuago]

LIFE CAN JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF, YES B'YE.

I can be a pain in the ass if I feel like it. :| (But saaaa yeah, I'm comforted, 's all good <3 I'M JUST STUBBORN or... something)

Well I'm not that awkward. I mean, okay, I can be awfully Swedenish, but not all the time. But still. Yeahhh we probably couldn't get away with a bonfire... maybe a regular fire. Buh. WELL fireworks and gettin' buzzed would do, anyway.

I guess if you don't have to get up early it's okay, but still. That's the way you fuck yer sleeping patterns, it is. :|
And I still went to bed earlier. I went to bed at 2. So there. :|
And time zones don't mean diddly squat bro. :|
So there. :|

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

...AND SO CAN THIS ESSAY. (屮ಠ益ಠ)屮 彡 ┻━┻ How does I multi-task? /takes forever to reply

And apparently this is all the time? (I figured as much. I was obviously joking, get with the program, bro!)

Well then. I can be extra awkward for the both of us. 'Cause I'm unfortunately like Sweden all the time. With a dash of Latvia for extra awkward. Well, maybe not as much on the internet, but you know what I mean.

Like you're one to talk about fucked sleeping patterns. How late do you usually get up again? :Da
And shaddap, timezones are a perfectly good argument. /runs on PST or something

[yuuago]

IF YOU EVER FIGURE IT OUT LET ME KNOW -- I can't multitask either.

I take everything literally because I am a ditz. Now you know.

I can be the Norway to your Sweden. We can sit there and :| at each other forever.

MY SLEEPING PATTERNS AREN'T THAT FUCKED. ... I usually get up at 10:30... maybe... it wouldn't be so bad if my roleplay partners didn't keep me awake. orz Fucking PST-ers.
sobbbbbbb

goddamn what the fuck is wrong with me I'm too tired to even type properly [/rolls]

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Pfft, I kind of already knew, but I will keep that in mind just the same.

Hell yeah, awkward silences that aren't actually awkward. /o/ Also, that reminds me, I hate you for kind of making me ship it. How dare you.

Well neither are mine, so shut it! 8D /PSTs it up with that rest of them... in EST
And it's your fault for agreeing to play. Not that I mind. /eyes.gif

I'd tell you to go to bed, but you wouldn't anyway. :|

[yuuago]

YEAH WELL. I once again prove myself to be -- well. Yeah. orz with how often that happens, I don't think you'll ever forget: Yuu has rocks for brains.

How dare I, indeed ≖‿≖ Ohohoho -- but really, it just... works, I say. Though of course I also think they make great friends. Bein' all quietly bromance-y and taking the occasional potshots at Denmark, fff.

Sob. Well. I GUESS IT'S MY.... FAULT... but I can't help it, they're just so damn persuasive, and then suddenly I realize it's 2:30 AM or whatever and... yeah. *facedesks*

I ain't going to bed, it's freakin' 9 o'clock. Wayyy too early. :|

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

That's funny, I always thought you were pretty smart. If you have rocks for brains, then I must have a pebble.

Yeah, really. It conflicts with my SuFin shipping. /sob Buuut, you're right, they do make a good pair, just friends or otherwise. Then again, I'm starting to ship the Nordics every which way with just a few exceptions anyway. /SIGHHH Gay nations, what can you do?

Yes. So persuasive, I can see it now. "Hey, Yuu, want to play?" "OKAY! 8D" :| But whatever, I like to watch, so I'm sure as hell not going to tell you to stop.

So you're staying up just for the sake of staying up? See, you do this to yourself. I think normal people go to bed around 9, Yuu.

[yuuago]

I don't know, man. It's like... every year that goes by, I feel less and less smart. I'm not sure if it's because when I was a teenager I thought I knew everything (and now I know better), or if it's because when I was an undergrad I thought I knew something (and now I feel I know nothing). щ(◉Д◉щ)

Pff SweNor conflicts with your SweFin shipping, and SweFin conflicts with my EstFin shipping...
... but it just works. And who knows what Sweden and Norway might have gotten up to during the Union anyway. ≖‿≖
But yesss for shipping every which way... I dunno', I kind of subscribe to the "two headcanons" thing. In one, everyone is or has been involved with (almost) everyone else. In the other... not so much.

:|
:|
... It's more like "Guys I really need to go to bed soon." "BUT YUU" and then... yeah. *facedesk* These freaking dead-hour Nordics, man.

I'M STAYING UP BECAUSE.... fuckin' hell, only old people and kids go to bed at 9 PM, man. Seriously. I'M NOT THAT OLD... yet. Even though I feel old. Ughhh going to be 24 in a couple months, what the hell, I don't even.

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

Maybe you're not learning as much as you were when you were an undergrad so you feel like you're getting less smart, or you aren't using a lot of what you did learn so you're just forgetting it? (But if you aren't using it anyway, it couldn't be that useful to begin with...) Oh hell, I don't even know what I'm trying to say here. I think you ought to give yourself a bit more credit?

Whatever, I'll just ship everything. It'll give me more stuff to read. Pffft, oh yes. I know exactly what they were up to. Never-ending 'who can go the longest without speaking' contest. Duh. Among other things.
Oho, two headcanons, I like this idea. I might steal that from you.

Aha, I see. They aren't persuasive, you just can't say no. ≖‿≖ Whatever, it's not like I haven't done the same thing.

Even so! I'm pretty sure when you're tired that means your body's telling you to get some rest, man. But I'm not your mother, so whatever, stay up as late as you want. That's what I do.

[yuuago]

Hmm, maybe. Or maybe it's like... eh, I've had to "un-learn" what I thought I knew so many times that now, I'm just like, screw it, I don't know anything.
... But I guess I know more than some people.

Steal it from me, as I stole it from someone else, who stole it from -- etc.

I CAN'T SAY NO. Well, partly like... I don't really want to say no. щ(◉Д◉щ) Oh well, I'll live.

I'LL GO TO BED BY MIDNIGHT MOM, I PROMISE

[diplopod.livejournal.com]

'Course you know more than some people. You know when you want to smack people with a history book? That's why. And most people can't read Middle English either. You're smart, just in specific areas is all. Like how all I know is languages. ;p

Speaking of midnight, it's way past here and I'm not getting anywhere with this essay, so I'm going to bed. And I ain't your mother. B|

[noonish.livejournal.com]

haha you watch hockey

[yuuago]

Shup Noon, hockey is wonderful.

You just don't ~understand~.

[pentatonikk.livejournal.com]

aaah I hope your hand is okay ;3;

GO BLACKHAWKS B|


okay no I'll give you this one, I only watch hockey for the slamming into walls anyway

plus they're a Chicago sports team so they're destined to lose spectacularly, I am sure you have nothing to worry about

[yuuago]

Eh. I think it'll be fine. It's just for now I'm kinda' uncomfortable.


I'm glad you gave me this one
Because otherwise I would have to have Words with you. :|

[noyadespate.livejournal.com]

i hope your hand feels better. Hopefully if that improves, then you'll feel better over all.

[mimes.livejournal.com]

school is such a pain during this time of year :c When I'm all grown up I swear I am going to associate the coming of summer with the stress that comes at the end of the school year, as opposed to whatever it is you're supposed to associate it with (lengthening of days? nicer weather? flowers blooming?)

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S ALREADY MAY WHERE HAS THE YEAR GONE

My sister tells me I'm not allowed to cheer for the Canucks??? She's one of those more obnoxious hockey fans though, so I'm not going to try and figure out her logic. something about canucks fans being fools, I think is what she told me.

ohh man I love it when the outdoors smell damp. It's such a treat here too cause it hardly rains

[yuuago]

School sucks so much ass, I don't even.

Why the fuck is it already May, urgh.

Tell your sister it isn't very Canadian to not cheer for the Canadian team 8|
(Ffff I don't really give a fuck about the NHL teams, I just cheer for whichever Canadian team is playing... in this case, Canucks. And Canadiens.)