Fail and Passport and Spring and BLAH
Mar. 7th, 2010 01:50 amThis last week has been full of SO MUCH FAIL and I am just so displeased with myself. Sorry if I haven't been very conversational, guys. Or if I've seemed like kind of a downer. Tomorrow (technically today) is the start of a new week, and I'm going to try so much harder to pull myself up - or at least not bring other people down. I really need to turn things around.
I need to stop wearing my hat constantly. I swear, if I do that all the time, I'll go bald. ... Or at least have really bad hair. Speaking of which, I should get it cut soon. It's starting to get hella long. Annoying. On the other hand, it's nice to be able to tie it back if I want to.
Gahhhh. Well, Easter is coming up next month, and I'm going to crosscheck with my schedule and, if everything is clear, ask mum if I can come up to Fort Mac to visit for a few days. It would be nice to be around family for a short while - and aside from that, there are some people in Fort Mac that I need to have sign some things so that I can get my passport. I don't know anyone in Saskatoon, so I'll have to get someone from Fort Mac to fill the forms as guarantor etc. Hmm this means I'll have to get the photos done ASAP as well. Sigh. I was hoping I could get most things done here, but since so many things need someone else's signature, it's better if I just wait until I go back home again.
Passport stuff aside, whenever I go home mum gives me a little extra money for groceries 'n things, which is nice. I kind of need it right now. It'll be a while yet before school is over and I can get myself some work, and until then I want to do as much as I can to prevent myself from having to dip into my travel money.
Well. Life might be full of suck, but at least spring is coming. It's coming! I can smell it! Everything's melting. Unfortunately that means that everything is freezing, too. The walk outside my apartment building's front door is absolutely slick with ice, especially the part that crosses the alleyway. Wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to walk across it every time I go out. If things don't improve in a couple days I'm going to see if I can do something about it. Salt it or put down kitty litter like my mum does to her front walk, or something like that.
Sigh. I wish my wrist was healed. I HAVE A FIC I WANT TO WRITE. Goddamnit. Well. I'll console myself by tweaking dialogue for my entry in Ellie's caption contest (ohohoho). And doing the storyline writeup for my Swe/Nor fst, because I can do that on the computer. And... doing physio exercises. Ughhhhh. I have another appointment for that next week. I feel things haven't improved much. And that's another $50 out of my pocket. I just -- ugh, I'm so depressed about this wrist of mine, it's ridiculous.
I need to stop wearing my hat constantly. I swear, if I do that all the time, I'll go bald. ... Or at least have really bad hair. Speaking of which, I should get it cut soon. It's starting to get hella long. Annoying. On the other hand, it's nice to be able to tie it back if I want to.
Gahhhh. Well, Easter is coming up next month, and I'm going to crosscheck with my schedule and, if everything is clear, ask mum if I can come up to Fort Mac to visit for a few days. It would be nice to be around family for a short while - and aside from that, there are some people in Fort Mac that I need to have sign some things so that I can get my passport. I don't know anyone in Saskatoon, so I'll have to get someone from Fort Mac to fill the forms as guarantor etc. Hmm this means I'll have to get the photos done ASAP as well. Sigh. I was hoping I could get most things done here, but since so many things need someone else's signature, it's better if I just wait until I go back home again.
Passport stuff aside, whenever I go home mum gives me a little extra money for groceries 'n things, which is nice. I kind of need it right now. It'll be a while yet before school is over and I can get myself some work, and until then I want to do as much as I can to prevent myself from having to dip into my travel money.
Well. Life might be full of suck, but at least spring is coming. It's coming! I can smell it! Everything's melting. Unfortunately that means that everything is freezing, too. The walk outside my apartment building's front door is absolutely slick with ice, especially the part that crosses the alleyway. Wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to walk across it every time I go out. If things don't improve in a couple days I'm going to see if I can do something about it. Salt it or put down kitty litter like my mum does to her front walk, or something like that.
Sigh. I wish my wrist was healed. I HAVE A FIC I WANT TO WRITE. Goddamnit. Well. I'll console myself by tweaking dialogue for my entry in Ellie's caption contest (ohohoho). And doing the storyline writeup for my Swe/Nor fst, because I can do that on the computer. And... doing physio exercises. Ughhhhh. I have another appointment for that next week. I feel things haven't improved much. And that's another $50 out of my pocket. I just -- ugh, I'm so depressed about this wrist of mine, it's ridiculous.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.
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Date: 2010-03-07 12:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-07 07:23 pm (UTC)(ノ◉ヮ◉)ノ :。・:*:・゚'✿,。・:*:❀・゚'❁
But in all seriousness, thanks for your kind words. <3 I WILL TRY. I'm still trying to get used to the idea that "It's okay to be unhappy sometimes". Gahhhh.