The day flows ever-young
Mar. 1st, 2010 10:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yuuagoIt's so gorgeous outside. I went to do my daily walk - though it has turned into a not-so-daily one - and it was nice to see the sun shining so brightly at that hour of the day and the snow turning to slush in the streets. But ah, I'm going to be so glad when all the snow is gone and it's warm again. Winters are just too damn long here.
I bought myself a potted primrose the other day. It's partly an experiment, I guess. I'm pretty good when it comes to gardening outdoors, but I'm not all that good with house plants. If I can keep this thing alive for a month or two, I'll consider it a success. In any case, the bright pink blossoms sure brighten up the kitchen. Poor thing looks like it needs a bigger pot, though, so I hope I'll be able to pick up a larger one and some soil in a couple weeks... it is going into spring, even if it doesn't look like it, so I'm sure Wal-mart will have something.
Today feels so stagnant and unproductive, even though I actually did some things. Went to the cafe. Updated the Baltic index. Did some French. Went for a walk. Read some Waverly. Even so, I feel like there's this huge weight on me. I'm not feeling very well right now; to be honest I haven't felt well for a while, but I guess that the celebratory mood of the Olympics kept me afloat for a while. Now it's hard not to feel crushed by -- well, everything. I try to distract myself with things, but that only works for so long, and when it comes to some things - like going out for walks and such - I'm still able to think about troubling things. It would be easier to deal if I could write, but well... that's another issue entirely.
Argh, I'm just so frustrated, and I don't know what to do.
I bought myself a potted primrose the other day. It's partly an experiment, I guess. I'm pretty good when it comes to gardening outdoors, but I'm not all that good with house plants. If I can keep this thing alive for a month or two, I'll consider it a success. In any case, the bright pink blossoms sure brighten up the kitchen. Poor thing looks like it needs a bigger pot, though, so I hope I'll be able to pick up a larger one and some soil in a couple weeks... it is going into spring, even if it doesn't look like it, so I'm sure Wal-mart will have something.
Today feels so stagnant and unproductive, even though I actually did some things. Went to the cafe. Updated the Baltic index. Did some French. Went for a walk. Read some Waverly. Even so, I feel like there's this huge weight on me. I'm not feeling very well right now; to be honest I haven't felt well for a while, but I guess that the celebratory mood of the Olympics kept me afloat for a while. Now it's hard not to feel crushed by -- well, everything. I try to distract myself with things, but that only works for so long, and when it comes to some things - like going out for walks and such - I'm still able to think about troubling things. It would be easier to deal if I could write, but well... that's another issue entirely.
Argh, I'm just so frustrated, and I don't know what to do.
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Date: 2010-03-02 05:19 am (UTC)ZOMG THE CACTUS
IN THE DYING OF THE BAMBOO I FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME I WATERED IT
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Date: 2010-03-02 05:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-03 10:55 pm (UTC)I should do that daily walk thing,
when the weather gets warmerXD. I used to walk around my neighborhood during the summer/fall after my gym subscription ran out but it got kind of boring, walking the same streets, seeing the same houses. I got to checking out the cars parked on the streets, and I was like OH HEY! I want to get take another look at that blue Toyota Matrix parked on Gilbert Ave. Let's go for a walk! ORZ -__-