nnnnnnmph.
Dec. 2nd, 2009 01:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yuuagoNew evidence found about the Battle of Fulford, 1066
Today was bad. Tomorrow's probably going to be bad too. But I have to get through it, so I will. At this point grades don't even concern me. Right now I'm just going to focus on getting everything complete. I don't care if it's bad or good, as long as it's complete. It seems a very low bar, but things are so crazy now that even getting everything in is just... It's hard. I want nothing more than to curl up in my bed and sleep forever, but I know I can't, so there we are.
I really, really appreciate how supportive everyone has been of me recently. I feel like I've been whining too much. I try not to - gods know, nobody wants to hear that - but sometimes it just comes out.
Anyway. Slept. I had planned to stay up all night but it was 3 AM and I wasn't getting anything done so I slept, skipped class, wrote the rest of my essay through that class, finished around 1 PM and e-mailed it off. Late, but the prof seems an understanding person. Made up some excuse about not feeling well. Well, that's true enough. But still, I feel bad. On the other hand, I slept very deeply, and very well, and I guess I needed it.
Mph. Now, sleep. Tomorrow is going to be very busy. School and schoolwork and such. And I need to go down to Staples to get more printer paper because I finally ran out. It's near the place where I get my salt licorice so I might pick some up as a special treat. Think I deserve it. Ugh.
Note to self: While down on 8th street - Superstore for green vegetables and tofu.
Oh. And. And. I really apologize if I seem a little... curt, or more grouchy than usual, when talking to anyone in the next, uh, week or so. Stress and school and excuses and blah, I know.
Today was bad. Tomorrow's probably going to be bad too. But I have to get through it, so I will. At this point grades don't even concern me. Right now I'm just going to focus on getting everything complete. I don't care if it's bad or good, as long as it's complete. It seems a very low bar, but things are so crazy now that even getting everything in is just... It's hard. I want nothing more than to curl up in my bed and sleep forever, but I know I can't, so there we are.
I really, really appreciate how supportive everyone has been of me recently. I feel like I've been whining too much. I try not to - gods know, nobody wants to hear that - but sometimes it just comes out.
Anyway. Slept. I had planned to stay up all night but it was 3 AM and I wasn't getting anything done so I slept, skipped class, wrote the rest of my essay through that class, finished around 1 PM and e-mailed it off. Late, but the prof seems an understanding person. Made up some excuse about not feeling well. Well, that's true enough. But still, I feel bad. On the other hand, I slept very deeply, and very well, and I guess I needed it.
Mph. Now, sleep. Tomorrow is going to be very busy. School and schoolwork and such. And I need to go down to Staples to get more printer paper because I finally ran out. It's near the place where I get my salt licorice so I might pick some up as a special treat. Think I deserve it. Ugh.
Note to self: While down on 8th street - Superstore for green vegetables and tofu.
Oh. And. And. I really apologize if I seem a little... curt, or more grouchy than usual, when talking to anyone in the next, uh, week or so. Stress and school and excuses and blah, I know.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.
Banana-flavoured tofu is delicious, so there
Date: 2009-12-03 02:06 am (UTC)And FINNNNNE I WILLLLL. Eventually.