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Today sucked.

Spent it feeling very unwell. I'm not sick, but this particular recurring issue is something that leaves me feeling very sore and very gross and very unpleasant, and there's not much to be done about it when it happens, and I couldn't take the day off work.

There's something wrong with my car; heard a rattling noise when I was driving it to mom's place this morning. So, dad took a look at it, and yes indeed there's something wrong... He can fix it, he says, but I'd rather there weren't anything wrong with it.

And my father lost his car key, so we had to look for it. Didn't find it. And he doesn't have a spare.

And to top it all off, something happened with my brother's dog while my mom was babysitting it and while I was working at her house. Undetermined whether it was a seizure or a big drop in blood pressure. We're assuming the latter, because it has heart problems that it's already being medicated for. Dad took it to the vet after I left.

It was just... a lot for one day.

So now I'm home, and I still feel unwell, and I tried to do my workout but I only got through half of it because I feel so crummy, and I hope the dog is going to be okay because mom's going to be very upset if it isn't, And And And. Ugh.

I kind of want to say "fuck it" and go to bed at 8 o'clock. This day has just been too much.