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May. 7th, 2026 10:25 pm+ Went to Tim Horton's at lunch. I wanted to try the churro iced cap, but they were out of the ingredients. Got a double double and a custard tart instead. Pretty solid choice. The tart was sweeter than the ones at Extra Foods, but it was still good.
+ Had Pride group tonight. It was so-so. Nothing to write home about. Glad I went anyway.
+ I'm so glad that I bought a full bottle of Paco Rabanne's "Invictus Victory". Really should wear this cologne more often. I put it on after work and I've been smelling myself all night.
+ Found a notebook I was using last year as an exercise log. I think I might try to take it up again. It would be useful for me to get an idea of what I am actually doing. I flipped through it and noticed that at one point I was skipping rope, which was interesting. I don't remember doing that.
+ Received a postcard from Melu yesterday. Will have to write a reply this weekend, probably.
+ Everything feels very blah lately. I keep trying to get excited about things, but it's like everything feels muted. I'm really annoyed about it actually. I wish it was easier to have fun and enjoy things, and latch on to something that I can use as a creative outlet. I wish I could get excited about things again.
+ Next month fics are due for Crack the WIP. I haven't worked on my WIP in ages and I don't know if I'll be able to finish it for this event. Though to be fair I have been working on my FTH fic instead. I guess I should put aside some time to try on the WIP, but honestly I'm so bored with the sex scene. Or at least I was the last time I worked on it. Maybe I should take another look though; I might have just been staring at it for too long.
+ Had Pride group tonight. It was so-so. Nothing to write home about. Glad I went anyway.
+ I'm so glad that I bought a full bottle of Paco Rabanne's "Invictus Victory". Really should wear this cologne more often. I put it on after work and I've been smelling myself all night.
+ Found a notebook I was using last year as an exercise log. I think I might try to take it up again. It would be useful for me to get an idea of what I am actually doing. I flipped through it and noticed that at one point I was skipping rope, which was interesting. I don't remember doing that.
+ Received a postcard from Melu yesterday. Will have to write a reply this weekend, probably.
+ Everything feels very blah lately. I keep trying to get excited about things, but it's like everything feels muted. I'm really annoyed about it actually. I wish it was easier to have fun and enjoy things, and latch on to something that I can use as a creative outlet. I wish I could get excited about things again.
+ Next month fics are due for Crack the WIP. I haven't worked on my WIP in ages and I don't know if I'll be able to finish it for this event. Though to be fair I have been working on my FTH fic instead. I guess I should put aside some time to try on the WIP, but honestly I'm so bored with the sex scene. Or at least I was the last time I worked on it. Maybe I should take another look though; I might have just been staring at it for too long.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.