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Jul. 19th, 2025 03:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yuuagoI was invited to an event at the dojo for tonight, but I really don't want to go. It's a UFC watchparty. I could just go down, have some pizza, and leave after an hour or two, but it seems like a bit much when I just have no desire to do it at all.
Sometimes I make myself go to things because I feel like I should. I think it's not so much a "fear of missing out" as more like just... "I should attempt to Be Social in order to Build Relationships for the sake of my mental health". But ugh, sometimes this forced shit is just not worth the time it takes out of my day.
I feel kind of bad about it because VP messaged me, saying she really hopes that I'll go, but... no. I guess I'll just have to tell her that I can't make it. And besides that, they only told me about it yesterday afternoon. If you want me to go to something, you should make sure I have more notice than that.
Sometimes I make myself go to things because I feel like I should. I think it's not so much a "fear of missing out" as more like just... "I should attempt to Be Social in order to Build Relationships for the sake of my mental health". But ugh, sometimes this forced shit is just not worth the time it takes out of my day.
I feel kind of bad about it because VP messaged me, saying she really hopes that I'll go, but... no. I guess I'll just have to tell her that I can't make it. And besides that, they only told me about it yesterday afternoon. If you want me to go to something, you should make sure I have more notice than that.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.