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Jan. 5th, 2025 11:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yuuagoI've been in such a horrible mood lately, and I don't know why. I keep getting really horribly angry and thinking mean and angry things all the time.
It's possible that one of my needs isn't being met, but I'm not sure what it is. It isn't like people have stat bars indicating what needs to be refilled. I can only make guesses. Maybe I'm just generally stressed out.
Over the christmas break, I took out way too many library books. I had plans to do a lot of reading, but then I got sick and wasn't able to concentrate on it much at all, not even with easy material like manga and kidlit. Today I went through the stack and sorted them into "things I do want to read in the next couple of weeks" and "things to return". Some of the returns were things I don't actually want to read any more, and some were "eventually, but not right now". It felt weirdly good to narrow it down like that. The pile is more manageable now.
I'm going to take a hot lunch to work tomorrow. I don't generally prefer that, because I'd rather save leftovers for supper - it fits into my budget better - but there is no more room left in my freezer. I wish I'd picked out a slightly larger fridge when I was shopping for one a while back; this one is smaller than my previous and I didn't realize how much difference a couple of inches can make with regard to how much I can stuff in the freezer.
I really need to finish the Quickbooks course. But there are so many things that I need to do, I don't think I'll be able to complete the final chapter today. Maybe I'll get halfway through it and then finish on Tuesday night. And... maybe I will skip Saturday judo and do the final exam then. I'd rather not skip judo, but I do want to get this course done so that I won't have to worry about it any more and I will have time for other things, like writing. Or resting.
There is a Pride meeting on Thursday. I don't really want to go, but I think having some social interaction unrelated to work or judo class would be beneficial for me. Plus, one of the members who comes regularly-ish is going to be moving down south sometime this year, not quite sure when, so if he's there on Thursday it will be nice to see him, 'cause I won't have many other opportunities to do so. I don't know him very well, but he's nice.
I should go finish vacuuming.
It's possible that one of my needs isn't being met, but I'm not sure what it is. It isn't like people have stat bars indicating what needs to be refilled. I can only make guesses. Maybe I'm just generally stressed out.
Over the christmas break, I took out way too many library books. I had plans to do a lot of reading, but then I got sick and wasn't able to concentrate on it much at all, not even with easy material like manga and kidlit. Today I went through the stack and sorted them into "things I do want to read in the next couple of weeks" and "things to return". Some of the returns were things I don't actually want to read any more, and some were "eventually, but not right now". It felt weirdly good to narrow it down like that. The pile is more manageable now.
I'm going to take a hot lunch to work tomorrow. I don't generally prefer that, because I'd rather save leftovers for supper - it fits into my budget better - but there is no more room left in my freezer. I wish I'd picked out a slightly larger fridge when I was shopping for one a while back; this one is smaller than my previous and I didn't realize how much difference a couple of inches can make with regard to how much I can stuff in the freezer.
I really need to finish the Quickbooks course. But there are so many things that I need to do, I don't think I'll be able to complete the final chapter today. Maybe I'll get halfway through it and then finish on Tuesday night. And... maybe I will skip Saturday judo and do the final exam then. I'd rather not skip judo, but I do want to get this course done so that I won't have to worry about it any more and I will have time for other things, like writing. Or resting.
There is a Pride meeting on Thursday. I don't really want to go, but I think having some social interaction unrelated to work or judo class would be beneficial for me. Plus, one of the members who comes regularly-ish is going to be moving down south sometime this year, not quite sure when, so if he's there on Thursday it will be nice to see him, 'cause I won't have many other opportunities to do so. I don't know him very well, but he's nice.
I should go finish vacuuming.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.