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[yuuago]

+ I was planning to participate in the Candy Hearts fanwork exchange, but when I was trying to outline my requests over lunch, I found myself thinking, "...I don't want to do this". So, looks like I won't be signing up after all. Will still keep my eye on the requests for treating, but yeah, if I'm feeling like that, best listen to myself!

+ ...Especially because I signed up for an intro to accounting course, which will be starting soon. Between work, judo, and the course, I'm going to be busy!

+ And it suddenly occurs to me that, every time I find myself slowing down, I feel the need to add something else to the pile. I don't know why that is, but I kind of wish my brain would Not. (On the other hand, I felt extremely stagnant during my vacation, so... Maybe I crave that stimulation, even if I'm going to be screaming about feeling overwhelmed later.)

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[kanadka]

but when I was trying to outline my requests over lunch, I found myself thinking, "...I don't want to do this".

god, mood. This is how I've felt about every exchange recently, just a big bag of 'I just don't want to do it.' Maybe next year Chocolate Box/Candy Hearts will happen!

Excited for your intro to accounting course!! Sounds fun :D

[yuuago]

Well, at least it's not just me. xD Hopefully next year!

I'm really excited about the course - I don't know if I'll enjoy it, but even if I don't, at least I'll be learning some useful and practical things.