Life things

[yuuago]

Hair appointment on Saturday morning. Then a coffee meeting. And then on Sunday we're putting up the tree. And there's a craft fair that I want to go to on Sunday too.

And then the weekend after next, I'll be driving my mom around to a whole bunch of places, because there are things she needs to do. And on the Saturday night there is an obligatory party that I am required to go to.

I called C the other day, and asked her if she wants to go out for coffee. So, that's what we're doing. This is the old high school friend that I bumped into a week ago. I feel kind of weird doing all this, but who knows, maybe it will work out to something good. I will say that I do feel very pleased with myself for making an attempt, especially for calling first. Because this shit is hard - even for people who aren't fucking weird, it's hard - so at least I'm... trying.

And like... sometimes, I think I'm a very asocial person. But I think the bigger problem is that I spend a lot of time around people that I don't actually want to talk to. So when someone that I do want to talk to shows up, I don't really know what to do. I feel this way when meeting internet friends in person, too. It's just weird.

Anyway. Yes. Going to be busy.

I look at the two events that I signed up for, and I'm starting to wonder if I bit off more than I can chew. I'm sure it will be fine, but... well. All of the above is going to eat into my writing time.

But the SSSS advent calendar shouldn't be that big of a deal. I can do the bare minimum if I have to (but I don't want to). And the APH secret santa... Depending on what the characters are, I can write Hetalia in my sleep. And I have a bit longer to work on it. So.

I don't think this upcoming time off is going to be very restful.

Comments

[hokuton_punch]

That is definitely a busy schedule - but I hope you enjoy most of it, and still have time for all the writing you want to do. ♥

[yuuago]

I'll manage! Somehow. xD Hopefully it will turn out well enough.
<3 <3 <3

[idleleaves]

And like... sometimes, I think I'm a very asocial person. But I think the bigger problem is that I spend a lot of time around people that I don't actually want to talk to.

I feel this on a spiritual level. I've always thought of myself as a hardcore introvert, but I do wonder if it's perhaps just that I have little patience for small talk and/or spending time with people who I'm not invested in.

[yuuago]

It very well could be that! Hard to say, sometimes. :Va