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[yuuago]

Man, this morning was a total write-off.

I hate it how the smallest thing can completely throw me off. But SUDDENLY, one small thing happens, and it isn't even a bad thing, it's just a thing, and suddenly I... can't do anything at all.

I didn't have big plans, but I did have plans, and I wanted to get all of them done. But I'm a neurotic mess right now, and I'm trying to put everything back in order. It's not easy.

It's the kind of day where I have to put "brush teeth" on the to-do list. Fuck everything.

I've been feeling generally crap lately, for a whole bunch of reasons, and none of them are big things, but they're all vaguely negative, and when you pile all that negative in one place, it's... hard. I'll manage, because I always do, but I really hate feeling like this.


Okay, let's back the truck up. I'm going to have lunch. And then I'm going to get dressed and clean up a few things. And then I'm going to do one (1) thing, which is probably going to be taking some books to drop off at the Little Library, because it's the easiest thing on the list and doesn't require brain power. I don't think I'm capable of doing much today.

It's cold and windy out today, but it isn't going to rain, so it's okay.

Lunch is toast with cheese and hummus, and salad with blueberries. Delicious.

Also, I stumbled across some really awesome music, some French-Canadian folk-disco (?!), which I will hopefully find time to write an entry about this weekend. I'm looking forward to sharing it with you all.

[Edit]

I cleaned things up, and went for a walk, and I feel much better now.

Also, the Little Library had a book I actually wanted, for once! Louise Penny's The Brutal Telling. I love her Inspector Gamache novels, and I haven't read this one yet. So, that was a really pleasant surprise. It might be a while before I get around to reading it, because I have a lot of library books out right now, but that's all right. :)

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[hokuton_punch]

Oof, I'm sorry. *hugs* Days like that suck. I'm glad you found some cool music and got a new book!

[yuuago]

<3 Thanks mate.
It's especially suck when like... nothing objectively bad happened, but you still feel like crap anyway. THE WORST.

But it all turned out fine, so I'm not going to fuss about it. ;) <3