Well, damn.

[yuuago]

Ugh, motherfucker.

I thought I was doing so well for a while, but now....

I mean, I feel pretty okay, but all you have to do is take one look at my bedroom, and it's obvious that something ain't right.

Not to mention... sleeping in until 10AM... Mm. Not good.

I think the lack of sunlight is part of it, but I can't blame it for everything, and even if I did, it wouldn't fix anything.

Going to have to get this dump cleaned up. And the rest of the house. And... everything.

Come on, dude, pull yourself together. (Somehow.) Well, a little bit at a time....

Maybe if I finish everything on my list, I'll treat myself to reading fanfiction. I still haven't read any of the stuff that was posted for FemslashEx, even though one of them is a pairing I love (Kielo/Swan!!!). And Laufey posted a new (locked) chapter of her OC story on DW, and I'm excited about that.

Okay, here we go....

[Edit]

I did some chores, and tidied up my room, and I feel a bit better now. Still depressed, but eh. At least I'm a depressed person with a somewhat clean room. (Or... a room that is cleaner than it was, anyway.)

At some point, I'm going to have to go through my closet and drawers and put together some stuff to donate/throw out. Maybe I'll start next weekend. Do one drawer at a time, or something. Just get rid of the stuff that I don't wear any more.

I'm always hesitant to do that kind of clean because my mother gets fucking weird about it, but, can't be helped, really. It needs to be done. I'll just have to do it. I mean, last time I did that sort of major clean, it ended with her picking through my garbage. I... [/throws up hands] I don't know. Whatever.