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"April is full of flowers and sun and light everywhere" ...Ah yes. Flowers. What are those again? (Fucking snow I swear to god--)

I keep doing that thing where I start writing pornfic, but then when I get to the actual porn part, I get bored and shove the draft in a drawer. Really need to stop doing that. Or like. I dunno. Maybe I should do something where the sex not happening is the point. (Actually I have an idea with Niko/Vesa that would work for that. And Jacques/Yuriy, come to think of it --)

My knees have been bothering me lately, and that's mildly distressing. I want to go for walks, but my "walks" tend to be 5km minimum, and... ouch. I don't know why they're fucked. Maybe it's from that time I totally fucked up while skiing. Who knows. Anyway, I'm going to have to take things easy, I guess. Maybe it's just a "getting older" thing. Who knows.

Reading about Scott vs Amundsen is interesting, but it makes me want to scream, because everything about Scott's expedition was terrible. Like. I just. Trying to fucking man-haul to the pole. Scott, are you out of your mind?

Would like to get up early tomorrow morning. Chances of that happening: 20%. Ehhh.