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[yuuago]

I really need to take better care of myself. I mean, yeah, the 5km walk every day is pretty great, but there are other things I need to do as well. It's just... hard.

I'll figure something out.

You know, I haven't read tarot since the fire. The thought just makes me feel kind of weird. Even though, when I was packing to leave, what was one of the frivolous things I made sure to bring? My tarot cards. Of course.

...Maybe I'll eventually feel comfortable enough to read them again. It might help if I take them out and handle them a bit, I guess.

Ugh, there are so many things I need to write, and I just. Don't. Want to do it. ARGH. I think I fell off the wagon a little - writing is easier when I'm slapping down 100 words per day or so. I should try that again. Or at least a sentence or two. Something. And I have so much stuff I need to edit.

I also need to stop promising people that I'll do something, and then take my sweet time getting around to it.

And... I've been terrible about being social, and I really shouldn't. There are things I need to reply to. I should get on that.

SIGH.