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yuuagoToday I had some kind of mild writing crisis where I flipped the fuck out at myself because I feel like I am incapable of writing believable romance but uh...
I think it was probably just me being too hard on myself as usual. Probably. It's just, man, sometimes I feel like I just Do Not Get human interaction and stuff like how people have conversations. But I think that might be because I rarely have IRL conversations that I actually enjoy. It's been a long time since I've talked to someone and actually liked it. So trying to get a hang of how people interact with each other and find it pleasant is really difficult and weird. But anyway.
I signed up for some... tumblr hetalia rarepair secret santa exchange thing during a brief moment of insanity. I guess I thought to myself, "Well, I wrote the draft for the Sve/Fin fest in two days, surely I can manage this, and ohh, the wordcount minimum is only 800 words!" Though I put on my "offering" form that I'm willing to write any Nordic pairing, HAH watch it come back to bite me in the ass with somebody requesting Iceland/Taiwan or something Very Unusual like that. Oh well, we'll have to see.
Every time I think I'm nearing the end of Les Miserables it turns out that I still have a ton of it left to read. [/claws at face] I want to be done reading this book already. It's good, but I don't think I will be reading any more Hugo any time soon.
I think it was probably just me being too hard on myself as usual. Probably. It's just, man, sometimes I feel like I just Do Not Get human interaction and stuff like how people have conversations. But I think that might be because I rarely have IRL conversations that I actually enjoy. It's been a long time since I've talked to someone and actually liked it. So trying to get a hang of how people interact with each other and find it pleasant is really difficult and weird. But anyway.
I signed up for some... tumblr hetalia rarepair secret santa exchange thing during a brief moment of insanity. I guess I thought to myself, "Well, I wrote the draft for the Sve/Fin fest in two days, surely I can manage this, and ohh, the wordcount minimum is only 800 words!" Though I put on my "offering" form that I'm willing to write any Nordic pairing, HAH watch it come back to bite me in the ass with somebody requesting Iceland/Taiwan or something Very Unusual like that. Oh well, we'll have to see.
Every time I think I'm nearing the end of Les Miserables it turns out that I still have a ton of it left to read. [/claws at face] I want to be done reading this book already. It's good, but I don't think I will be reading any more Hugo any time soon.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.