I wonder how many of my entries begin with me talking about how I'm exhausted and don't have any time for anything, or some variation of that.
Probably a lot.
I want to write but I don't have time and I want to read and comment on other people's stuff but I don't have time and I want to roleplay but I don't have time and I want to scan doujinshi but I don't have time and I want to study but I don't have time and jesus fucking christ am I ever exhausted.
I guess I just wanted to say hello.
So... Hi?
Probably a lot.
I want to write but I don't have time and I want to read and comment on other people's stuff but I don't have time and I want to roleplay but I don't have time and I want to scan doujinshi but I don't have time and I want to study but I don't have time and jesus fucking christ am I ever exhausted.
I guess I just wanted to say hello.
So... Hi?
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.
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Date: 2012-08-18 03:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-18 09:09 pm (UTC)Haha, thanks, darlin'. I guess I need to just stop pushing myself so hard and just... chill out a little, maybe.
Hi!
Date: 2012-08-18 11:21 am (UTC)I'll be in the same situation in two months for... who knows how long.
Don't you have some sort of summer vacation, though? Or maybe that's a privilege only public works have. I don't know.
I hope you will get some sort of rest soon!
BTW I always enjoy reading your posts here, even if I rarely comment. I get into LJ regularly just for that. :)
Re: Hi!
Date: 2012-08-18 09:11 pm (UTC)Summer vacation? What is this that you speak of? It isn't really something that's done here... Well, at some places, if you work with the company for a while, then you get some vacation time that you can use any time during the year. But I've only been working here three months, so I don't get anything like that.
I guess I'll just try to relax a little this weekend. ;3; The key word being "try".
Also fff I'm glad you don't mind reading... sometimes I feel like all I do is whine about trivial things.
Re: Hi!
Date: 2012-08-20 05:18 pm (UTC)I hope you rested a little at your weekend (you still left a bit of it, right?)...!
About summer vacation - well, I see... Hehe, we have some compulsory vacation of minimum 10 days in a year every worker have to take... it's a law from the time the state was born and the government was a lot more socialistic. But I think it's only like that for public and governmental works, I don't know about independent/self-employed companies and businesses... Anyway, a lot of public institutions have small vacations in August - schools and universities, banks and many others. (Wow, I now realize that my English is really bad in this subject. I mean, I don't even know if I used the right terms... sorry :|)
Hehe, honestly... your little complains don't bother me at all. I barely notice them. Maybe because I used to be such a complainer when I was younger, that this doesn't even count in my eyes :D
I remember someone on tumblr described you as "grumpy", and I was rather surprised, because to me you always looked optimistic and positive actually... I mean, even when you complain you (almost?) always write some positive things in your post. And you seem to appreciate the little things in life and in general, being quite optimistic. So personally I hardly feel this complains about trivial things. Besides, I do it too. Complain about trivial things, that's is. Life is frustrating for someone like me, so I complain sometimes. But that's okay, no? Don't worry, I'm sure everyone who are friends with you here don't mind that at all. :)
Well!
Meanwhile I'm on my vacation. I didn't manage to arrange anything. Everything was so expensive (everyone always say there are good deals at the last minute - I couldn't find any). So I just stay at home, making healthy food, exercise a little, and read. Actually, I'm quite content. *shrug* I mean, I was very disappointed about not going anywhere, but I accepted it, and now I'm fine with it. At least I get to *read*!
BTW, I'm going to close my tumblr blog. I'm tired of it. I'll open a new and uncompelling blog where I won't reblog tones of fanarts, just enjoy myself. That's the plan, anyway.
Also, my English declined lately :|
Re: Hi!
Date: 2012-08-21 11:54 am (UTC)Anyway, it's cool that over there vacation is so common. It'd be nice to be able to have that time. I wish I had it - I'm getting so frustrated being here, I just want to go somewhere, but I can't take the time off work.
So. Well. I'm glad the complaining doesn't bother you, haha. <3 I actually have had quite a people over the years call me grumpy... it has less to do with complaining, exactly, and more to do with having a generally contrary personality, somehow, I guess. But I try to be positive when I do complain about things because nobody likes someone who does nothing but complain all the time... including myself. When I whine a lot I start to hate myself, pffft. But there's always SOMETHING to be happy about... even if it's something small.
I'm glad that you're enjoying your vacation even if you didn't get to go somewhere. It probably would have been nice to travel but... well. Things work out however they will work out. (I've heard that about finding good deals at the last minute, but from what I hear the options, when you do find them, are always so limited... I prefer to book far in advance, because then I'm guaranteed to get whatever I want, bah)
Also yes, I saw your post about closing the blog. I'm glad you're going to open up a general one. It'll be nice to still be able to talk to you (though we can do that here, too).