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THIS DAY. I just. This day. I don't even know. Maybe it's the rain. Maybe that's it. Or maybe it isn't. Either way, this day is fail, just like the day before it.

I'm not sure what to do. Maybe what I should do is try to pick up tonight, then start again - tomorrow - early.

But I don't know what to tell mum, I don't want her to get angry, but I don't want to talk to her. Argh. I just. I don't know what to do.

Maybe I'll just say that I need some more time.

Why am I panicking so much now? Is it because of the phone call, or because of school stuff?

I feel sick. I should go for a walk. A long one. And I don't know what to have for supper. I'm not hungry. Well, maybe after my walk. And it'll be a long one.

I'm sick of having no money and not being able to do anything and I'm sick of being sick and I'm sick of being mentally ill and I'm sick of anxiety and I'm sick of depression and I'm just sick of everything.

Why can't I be normal? I just want to be normal and fully-functioning.