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[yuuago]

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Anonymous commenting is on and IP logging is off. (This goes for the rest of my journal too). If you have something you want to say to me that's unrelated to other posts in my journal, this is the place for it. I love talking to people, so just comment away!

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[yuuago]

-31C, Saskatoon? Really?

Fuck you. Just, fuck you.

*curls up*

Good to see you again <3

[yuuago]

Adding you too, of course!

[(Anonymous)]

Self, what's wrong with you? What's going on?

Don't let the anxiety monster take over you. You can do better than that.

Just get this one done. Get this one done, so you can start the next one.

I don't care what you have to do -- pretend you're a warrior battling the anxiety monster, even, if that helps - but whatever it takes, just do it, to get this done.

Sigh.

[yuuago]

Wow. Been a while since I accidentally anon'd on my own journal. Go me.

*facedesk*

[yuuago]

Arrrrrgh.

щ(ಥДಥщ) щ(ಥДಥщ) щ(ಥДಥщ) щ(ಥДಥщ)

WHYYYYYYYYYY щ(ಥДಥщ)

[yuuago]

Oh gods oh man oh gods oh man

Ugh, fuck me with a rake.

[(Anonymous)]

Yuu! Calm down, breathe.

*sends hugs and all the love in the world*

Try to relax and focus. I know it's difficult, but you can get through this. Just two more weeks and you'll be free for a bit, so hang in there. Don't give up now. ;A;

[yuuago]

I'm trying.

I'll get it done. I'm just, uh, having difficulty at the moment.

[yuuago]

Sometimes the furnace does strange things. Sounds like it'll explode. Its movements make the entire building shake.

It's rather unnerving.

[yuuago]

'O,' says he 'I'd go and drown meself
But that might be a sin'
'Well,' says she 'I'll go along with you
And I'll help to push you in'

Precisely.

[yuuago]

I wish I could just give up.

I don't want to do this any more.

That's it. That's it. I'm not going to bother with the phd.

I'll finish this degree, and then that's it. I'm done for good. No more.

[yuuago]

For fuck's sake. I'm going CRAZY.

Okay, self: After you finish the next page (not the one you're on now, but the one afterward) you're allowed to wash the dishes. You like that.

[yuuago]

Mmph. wtf u doin, self. You suck.

Go to bed. Then wake up early. And finish this thing so you can start on something else.

Gods, are you ever horrid.

[yuuago]

It's amazing what a hot shower, a cup of coffee, and a little bit of eye makeup can do to make a person feel awake.

[m4n14c.livejournal.com]

[maid.livejournal.com]

I feel kind of weird if I randomly add people without any kind of notification s-so I hope you don't mind my adding you...! (I'm from the anon meme, but I guess I skipped over your post in the friending meme... here's a late add!)

Also you're really cool.

[yuuago]

Awesome, adding you back. <3 Yeah, it's always better if someone lets me know where they're from, if the username is not immediately recognizable.

I, er, have been under a lot of stress lately so mostly I've just been writing a lot of complaining, but I promise I'm not always like this.

And thanks, ahhhh~

[vocarosia.livejournal.com]

Yuu! ♥

I received your letter today! ;u; It was so sweet and it made me smile like no tomorrow (especially because I had checked the mail right before I had to go to the therapist LMAO so I was like "UGH. THERAPIST. :|" "/checks mail YUUUUU :DDDDD" Mhmm, just like that. ♥ And now I still have sparkles on my pants ehehe.

Anyway! How are you doing today? (:

[yuuago]

Aha, I'm glad you got it <3 <3 It got there faster than I thought it would, considering I mailed it a bit late.

I'm kind of tired. I didn't sleep much, and then I had to catch a plane, ugh... but I'm at my mum's house now, so it's all cool. But I still have a lot of work to do before I can rest easy, sigh.

[yuuago]

Why can I never concentrate on anything?

Think you need to lay off the caffeine, me.

[yuuago]

Also, man, do I ever suck. This essay is shite. Oh, la.

[yuuago]

Argh.

*FACEDESKS. REPEATEDLY*

[(Anonymous)]

ha ha ha ha ha ha I want to join you in facedesking now. Goddamn London and its utter uselessness whenever there's a bit of snow. I don't know when I'll be back ha ha ha ha

Hope you're doing okay over there.

[yuuago]

Some days I feel like the world is pointing at me and saying, "YOU. YES YOU. You are made of fail!"

Sigh.

[yuuago]

Brilliant pagetopper, me. Really.

[yuuago]

YESSSSSSS I have some sort of thesis now! This is good.

Thank the gods I'm not working on Stolen any more. That almost killed me. :| La Grande Illusion is so much better for my brain.

[(Anonymous)]

Dude, Est/Ice fanart exists. I'm amazed.

[yuuago]

That so?

Care to direct me to it? I'm intrigued.

[(Anonymous)]

Into thir dirk and drublie dayis
Quhone sabill all the hevin arrayis
With mystie vapouris, cluddis, and skyis,
Nature all curage me denyis
Of sangis, ballattis, and of playis.

Quhone that the nycht dois lenthin houris
With wind, with haill, and havy schouris,
My dule spreit dois lurk for schoir;
My hairt for langour dois forloir
For laik of Symmer with his flouris.

I walk, I turne, sleip may I nocht,
I vexit am with havie thocht.
This warld all ovir I cast about,
And ay the mair I am in dout,
The mair that I remeid have socht.

I am assayit on everie syde.
Despair sayis ay, "In tyme provyde
And get sumthing quhairon to leif,
Or with grit trouble and mischeif
Thow sall into this court abyd."

Than Patience sayis, "Be not agast;
Hald Hoip and Treuthe within thee fast,
And lat Fortoun wirk furthe hir rage,
Quhome that no rasoun may assuage
Quhill that hir glas be run and past."

And Prudence in my eir sayis ay,
"Quhy wald thow hald that will away?
Or craif that thow may have no space,
Thow tending to aneuther place,
A journay going everie day?"

And than sayis Age, "My freind, cum neir,
And be not strange, I thee requeir:
Cum, brodir, by the hand me tak.
Remember thow hes compt to mak
Of all thi tyme thow spendit heir."

Syne Deid castis upe his gettis wyd
Saying, "Thir oppin sall thee abyd;
Albeid that thow wer never sa stout,
Undir this lyntall sall thow lowt -
Thair is nane uther way besyde."

For feir of this all day I drowp.
No gold in kist nor wyne in cowp,
No ladeis bewtie nor luiffis blys
May lat me to remember this,
How glaid that ever I dyne or sowp.

Yit quhone the nycht begynnis to schort,
It dois my spreit sum pairt confort
Of thocht oppressit with the schowris.
Cum, lustie Symmer, with thi flowris,
That I may leif in sum disport.

[yuuago]

Self, wtf do you think ur doin.

Sidenote: Goddamn, am I ever glad that I love this film so much. If I didn't, I'd want to commit seppuku by now.

[(Anonymous)]

[yuuago]

I feel like I've sabotaged myself.

Derp. :|

[yuuago]

By the way, self: Be prepared. You're gonna have some 'splainin to do when you get back to Stoon.

But you can worry about that later, okay?

Okay.

Now get your fucking work done, you dumbass.

[yuuago]

Anxiety monster, anxiety monster, go away

Come back some other day never.

Go away, anxiety monster, go away go away go away go away go away go away

[yuuago]

Shit, I feel like such a fuck up.

If I don't flunk those classes I'll be very surprised.

It's okay it's okay it's okay okay okay, if that happens I'll just tell mum that I did badly, and that I failed, and that I won't be continuing (because I won't be able to continue).

But still.

Ugh, I feel sick to my stomach.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm worried but I don't know what to say

I hope you're alright...