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Feeling like garbage again today. Just ugh.

My OT request is still pending. It's impossible to plan my weekend when I don't know whether I'll be working or not! Fuck everything.

We're too busy, and next week is going to be stressful, and I'm just not in the mood.

And the world is just - every time I turn around it's some other horrible thing, you know? I wish I could just nope out.

I'm pretty disappointed that I don't have judo tonight. It would be very cathartic to throw some guys around. I already did some exercise today, but maybe later on I'll do some extra bodyweight stuff, just so I can get rid of some of this restless energy. Ugh.

And to top it all off, I've been feeling hungry all day! For no particular reason! Why.