Sometimes I'm amazed by my own stupidity

Ugh, I'm such a dumbass. I stayed up way too late last night, and I'm going to pay for it today.

And the worst thing is, I wasn't even doing anything fun. Like, if I'd been watching a movie or reading a book or even just listening to music, I could justify it as "Poor choice, but worth it". But I wasn't doing anything, just browsing through old conversations for no particular reason.

So now, I need to keep an eye on myself. Because this could be a one-off lapse of judgment, but it could also be a depression symptom. Motherfucker. This sucks!

Self, you aren't 20 any more! You can't stay up past midnight! Get the fuck to sleep on time! Jesus.