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Sometimes, I miss my ex.

I was thinking about how I visited his place that one summer. We played poker together for pennies. It was fun.

We used to play go together, too. Through the internet. At least I think we did - my memory is admittedly a little fuzzy.

Lately I've found myself wish I had somebody to play cards with me. Something low-key and relaxed, not serious. I don't actually know how to play any games - including poker, which I was never good at and don't remember how to play any more - but learning on the go isn't a problem as long as you're with someone easygoing who wants to play for fun.

I guess it's not him that I miss, exactly - it's having a friend who enjoys many of the same things that I do, who likes to try out things even if they don't turn out exactly right.

I don't know anybody like that.