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I'M SO FUCKING DEPRESSED.

I'm so stressed out, I'm molting. Or I would be if I were a bird.

Now that I think of it, it's a fucking miracle that I don't have trich or something.

Fuuuuuuuck me. Just. Fuck everything.

If it weren't so goddamn damp out, I'd be tempted to go out in the forest and just. Scream.

Except that's a bad idea, because the woods are within earshot of residences, and if someone heard it there'd be a whole lot of explaining to do.

[/throws hands up]

Fuck everything! Fuck all of it! ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING.

Oh. But I just remembered one thing, and I'm pretty happy about it. I have been keeping a close eye on my finances lately, and I've been able to put a lot of my previous paycheque toward a vehicle. It helps that I cut out/reduced a few unnecessary things. It's still NOT ENOUGH, jesus fuck vehicles are so goddamn expensive... but, it's a start.

So. One good thing! One very good thing!

But overall I just feel like FUCK EVERYTHING. (Maybe it's just that the rain is killing my mood... Throwing off my groove... You Know How It Is.)