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I hate that THING that happens when there are too many options, and I don't particularly feel like doing any of them (due to low energy caused by depression), so my brain just kind of short-circuits and I end up staring at the wall for an hour instead.

For fuck's sake, self, get it together.

I think I figured out what to do with the day (change the bedsheets, clean up a bit, go for a walk, read for a while at Starbucks, come home and do some laundry). But I'm so annoyed that this is a problem in the first place.

Upside: I know that this is a problem that lots of other people have, so at least I'm not alone in this.

(STILL FUCKING ANNOYING though jfc)

(Okay, okay, I'll stop wasting time and go do those things....)

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Spent part of today photographing my stash. I managed to get most of it, which is great. It's nice to have a quick visual aid so that I know what the heck I even have. :V

Not sure what to do for my next project... I still haven't finished that hat I was working on; had to stop for a while because my hands were giving me trouble. But it's almost done.

Thinking of maybe one of the following:

* Silky alpaca lace scarf in Classic Elite SAL, either rust or red. (I have one ball of each colour, and I know that I bought them with the intention of doing something with colourwork, but for the life of me I can't remember what. So.)

* Nuggle scarf with one of my random sock yarns

* Sailors Rib Cowl in Cascade 220, colour either rust or chocolate (again, I have one ball of each, WHAT THE HECK WAS I PLANNING...)

* Glenora Hat with the abovementioned Cascade 220 shades. It wouldn't be as flashy as the cream + rainbow in the sample photo, but it might look nice?

* Sockhead slouch with matching Reyna scarf in Malabrigo Mechita "glitter" (kind of a variegated chocolate/rust/gold combo).

...But knowing me, by the time I'm actually ready to start another project, I won't want to make ANY of these, and I'll roll around on the floor grumping about how I don't have any ideas, and I don't want to work with any of the yarn that I have. Similar to that "I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO READ" feeling, when you want to read something, but not all of the books sitting in piles on your floor, thanks. (Not that I would know anything about that.)