My life is just one big :|

I'm having a lot of difficulty with school right now. I won't get into it, because nobody wants to read whining (and right now I have no desire to whine, really) but basically I'm just finding everything so hard. It's hard to get through all this. Argh, you know, this essay I'm working on, it was due at 4 PM today, but it still isn't done. I'm not going to do an all-nighter, though. Just... get up early tomorrow. Do it. There.

I'm still bummed about Solstice, even though I should be used to not being able to celebrate it the way I would like. The thing I should be remembering is this: The day after Solstice is the day my essay is due. So after that, everything will be finished - for this semester, that is. After that, I'll have brighter days coming up, most certainly.

I guess I just have to keep my mind on the good things.

Ugh. I just -- today sucked. Today sucked so bad, even though it started out really really good. I think it might have something to do with working, and with being cooped up in this room, and I just -- argh, I don't even know.

I'm going to be going to bed soon, but before I go I think maybe I'll make a short list of some of the things I intend to do in 2010, to keep myself motivated. If I don't finish all my work, I won't be able to do any of these things, because my plans will have to change and things will get in the way.

( Here we go )

... So. There we are. And now, to bed. Hopefully tomorrow will be less suck.