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I can definitely see that there's a heavy Lackey influence in my writing, even after all these years. Still. On the one hand: Kind of embarrassing. On the other: I regret nothing.

You are so not the only one.

And 'saych' especially worked for me, mostly because (I think) it meant that having a term people felt comfortable abbreviating meant that there was a community that was accepting of such a thing, too, and that was not a thing I could ever imagine being a part of. (Pre-internet queerdom was really hard for me.)