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Spent time throwing something together for a secretscomm and didn't save and PSP gave me a fatal error and closed. Derp.
(Weird, because it usually doesn't do that)
(But now I have re-done it and submitted, oho. I feel like a huge nerd. =p)

I'm in a horrible mood. Dunno what happened. And can't sleep, either. Fortunately tomorrow is Saturday.
Well, technically, today is Saturday, but let's not get technical.

I'm not sure what to do. Argh. I went to the shrink a bit ago, right? Different from my usual one. This one was a psychiatrist, not a psychologist. So, I got my eval, and now I've been diagnosed as having depression and social anxiety. Wonderful. *sigh* I mean, it's good to know, but it's like... shit. You know?
Well, he says that if I want to go the meds route, I'd be getting a 'scrip for an SSRI, though I can't remember which one it was exactly. He was ready to write me one right then and there, actually.
*tears at hair* So, anyway, I need to decide if I actually want to do this or not. It's a very hard decision, and I wanted to have it decided by the end of this week, but I hadn't been thinking about it, so I hadn't decided.
*flop*
Well, I guess I have until Monday to figure it out.

*looks at clock* Shit. Why can't I get any sleep? I mean, okay, the first time I get the question "DON'T YOU EVER SLEEP?" it's funny, but now... Nn. Maybe it has to do with this whole head thing? I don't know.
It's just really fuckin' weird. I was feeling so good, then all of a sudden, today, WHAM. No explanation for it either.

Shit, man. This sucks.