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I was thinking about how I used to have people that I could bounce Hetalia ideas around with, and I don't really have that any more. Very casual stuff like "I was thinking about doing X or Y, what do you think?" or "Help me unfuck my plot" or "what do you think about this headcanon" or "Do you think Norway would like curry?" or whatever random thing.

Almost all of my close friends have moved on, and the ones that haven't aren't very active at all. The only Hetalia discord that I'm still in hasn't talked about Hetalia in ages. The aph anon meme is a wasteland. I really miss all of that and it's just gone.

I also really really miss Folie in particular, but it's not just her. There's a whole long list of people I miss.

I guess I just feel very lonely in this fandom. And very tired. I'm still working on Hetalia fic (did a little bit today) but man... I was re-reading some old conversations and I feel really sad that so many people are just gone.