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I've been feeling anxious all day. I think I know the reasons for this, but it still sucks to experience it.

My course is... difficult. I was given 250 pages of math textbook to work through. It took me a week, I'm not done, and I still haven't touched the assignment. Upside, there are two weeks allocated for this section. Downside, I was hoping to work ahead.

This morning was slow. Normally I like to get out of the house at around 8 or 8:30, but I decided to lounge around and read for a while. It set things back a little, but... I guess I don't mind. I really wanted to finish Kevin Kwan's Lies and Weddings; I really enjoyed it.

Judo was cancelled on Thursday, and extra judo was cancelled today. I'm disappointed. In some ways, it worked out for the better, because I think I needed some rest. But it would have been nice to get rid of some of this restless energy.

There were so many things that I wanted to say, but they've slipped my mind now. It's frustrating. Sometimes I feel like it's really hard to concentrate, and I don't know if it's because I have a lot going on, or if it's something else. I don't know whether it's something that can be fixed by adjusting some small things, or if it's the kind of situation where some major things will have to be changed.

I wish I could go on vacation, but it would be very irresponsible to do that right now.