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Sep. 14th, 2021 06:41 pmAugh! I want to write!
[/looks at the two WIPs I still owe for FTH] [/pulls a face]
No, I don't want to work on that.
(Well, okay, I want these to be written without the hard work of actually writing them, because they're challenging and I have an aversion to hard work. And also because I would feel awful if the people who requested them were disappointed with the final story.)
...This feeling is like the equivalent of wanting to read literally anything except the mountain of books-to-be-read sitting beside me right now. Which is also a feeling that I happen to feel at this moment.
Though speaking of the FTH fics, this evening I read the in-progress work that I do have for one of them, and it was actually pretty satisfying. Rough, but there's good bones there. How did that happen? And more importantly, how the heck do I summon that part of my brain again? I feel like I have absolutely no capacity to put together a coherent sentence.
Probably all of this is something that a lot of people are going through this year, but fuck, do I ever hate it.
[/looks at the two WIPs I still owe for FTH] [/pulls a face]
No, I don't want to work on that.
(Well, okay, I want these to be written without the hard work of actually writing them, because they're challenging and I have an aversion to hard work. And also because I would feel awful if the people who requested them were disappointed with the final story.)
...This feeling is like the equivalent of wanting to read literally anything except the mountain of books-to-be-read sitting beside me right now. Which is also a feeling that I happen to feel at this moment.
Though speaking of the FTH fics, this evening I read the in-progress work that I do have for one of them, and it was actually pretty satisfying. Rough, but there's good bones there. How did that happen? And more importantly, how the heck do I summon that part of my brain again? I feel like I have absolutely no capacity to put together a coherent sentence.
Probably all of this is something that a lot of people are going through this year, but fuck, do I ever hate it.
Yuu. Fic writer & book lover. M/Canada.