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I'M SO FUCKING DEPRESSED.
I'm so stressed out, I'm molting. Or I would be if I were a bird.
Now that I think of it, it's a fucking miracle that I don't have trich or something.
Fuuuuuuuck me. Just. Fuck everything.
If it weren't so goddamn damp out, I'd be tempted to go out in the forest and just. Scream.
Except that's a bad idea, because the woods are within earshot of residences, and if someone heard it there'd be a whole lot of explaining to do.
[/throws hands up]
Fuck everything! Fuck all of it! ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING.
Oh. But I just remembered one thing, and I'm pretty happy about it. I have been keeping a close eye on my finances lately, and I've been able to put a lot of my previous paycheque toward a vehicle. It helps that I cut out/reduced a few unnecessary things. It's still NOT ENOUGH, jesus fuck vehicles are so goddamn expensive... but, it's a start.
So. One good thing! One very good thing!
But overall I just feel like FUCK EVERYTHING. (Maybe it's just that the rain is killing my mood... Throwing off my groove... You Know How It Is.)
I'm so stressed out, I'm molting. Or I would be if I were a bird.
Now that I think of it, it's a fucking miracle that I don't have trich or something.
Fuuuuuuuck me. Just. Fuck everything.
If it weren't so goddamn damp out, I'd be tempted to go out in the forest and just. Scream.
Except that's a bad idea, because the woods are within earshot of residences, and if someone heard it there'd be a whole lot of explaining to do.
[/throws hands up]
Fuck everything! Fuck all of it! ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING.
Oh. But I just remembered one thing, and I'm pretty happy about it. I have been keeping a close eye on my finances lately, and I've been able to put a lot of my previous paycheque toward a vehicle. It helps that I cut out/reduced a few unnecessary things. It's still NOT ENOUGH, jesus fuck vehicles are so goddamn expensive... but, it's a start.
So. One good thing! One very good thing!
But overall I just feel like FUCK EVERYTHING. (Maybe it's just that the rain is killing my mood... Throwing off my groove... You Know How It Is.)